Day 02- Your Crush

To whom it may concern:

I title this letter as such for I am still uncertain of my "crush" status with you. While I am unsatisfied with the word crush itself... Wait. My phone is ringing...

It's you.

Oh.

I guess there's nothing else to say to right now.

Always,

Kim

Day 01- Your Best Friend

Dear BFF,

I miss you. I hate that I always have to say that. It breaks my heart that I can't just say "Hey!" I have to say "I miss you". We suck at being apart.

I know you've had unhappy times for awhile. I need you to keep your chin up. Things will improve, I promise. New things are coming. I can feel it.

Tell Doug "hello" for me. He wants to take good care of you. I think, sometimes, you should let him. He's a pretty cool dude.

Let me know what you find in the literature world. I'm always interested, as you already know. I really liked the Star Wars book I read. Not what I expected, but it held my attention rather well.

We speak so often I feel as though you know all there is to know about my semi-pathetic life.

I love you. And... I miss you. You're the best.

Love always,

Kimmy

P.S. Fuck Disney

Yet Another Challenge

I'm participating in another 30 day blog "challenge".

The following letters will be written on my blog and Tumblr at the rate of one a day:

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 —Your siblings (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Why, you ask? Because it's blogging suicide.

Enjoy!

Visiting the Other World.

I hate that I suck at blogging.

A couple weeks ago I visited Orlando. We ran around like crazy! Between stopping at work a few times and trying to do all that we wanted, I don't think we slept. Here are some of our activities:

Of coarse we went to EPCOT. It's my favorite. (Doug was behind the camera for most of our photos)

We ate in Mexico. I've always wanted to. It's so beautiful in there and the food was delicious. It was definitely one of the highlights of my adventure.

We took a picture wearing and/or holding something awesome in every country of World Showcase. The rest you can find at my Facebook page, being as they were taken with Jessie's camera. If you're really bored you should meander over there and take a look. We found neat/hilarious/fun things.

Um... This happened. *giggles* That's all I'm going to say.

We said hey to our favorite "bad guys" of the galaxy. This year we were Sith Lords instead of Jedi padawans, so we were well received by Darth Vader, Darth Maul and the Fetts, both Jango and Boba (the latter photographed above).

Holy run-on sentence, Batman.

For a few days we hung out at Sand Key beach (right by Clearwater). While we avoided the oil, we didn't avoid sunburns. Hey, look! Doug made it into a picture!

Beach! It was lovely.

Then... I had to leave. This was our "last meal". I really hate goodbyes. Not only do I suck at them, but they make me too sad to even think about them.

I had such a glorious, fun-filled time with Jessie and Doug. They're good people, and I miss them dearly. It's terrible being away from your people. In Florida, I was always away from my family, and here I'm always away from my "family". They can't all just be in one place, can they?! Bah! Hate it.

I had an excellent time, though. I'm grateful I was able to make it out there and spend time with them. As I stated earlier, there are many more photos upon my Facebook page. You should all know where it is. You can also find some on my Tumblr. (I think I have too many blogs). Anywho, awesome/funny things to look at there.

Shout out to Jessie and Doug:

Miss you guys and thanks for the epic adventure!

My Windpipe is Ablaze!!

Fire!

Fire in my throat!!

It's on fire!

Seriously. My larynx is a flaming pillar of rage. It's angry.

Everything else is in fine condition. No runny nose, no phlegm. Not even a headache. Well, I did have a tiny headache yesterday, but I'm pretty sure that was due to lack of morning coffee. It has since passed.

I have to chuckle to myself, though. If I were still working at Disney, I'd be FREAKING OUT. Now, when my throat hurts, I say "Huh... my throat hurts. That kind of sucks" instead of "Oh my God! My livelihood completely depends on my voice and the ability to be loud and obnoxious with it!!" That's a delightful improvement on my life.

Granted, I work in customer service and do nothing but talk. I feel like I can lower my decibel, though, and cut it down to just the required amount of conversation. "Hi, you owe this much, peace out."

Right... like I could do that.

In other news, I'm going to Florida. Yes! I leave June 9th. Huzzah!! Now I've got to get a hold of a few people and set up a luncheon or two.

The beach!! Two nights at the beach! What a wondrous vacation it will be. Maybe I'll chat with a boy or two... *gasp!*

I'm still on the fence about working. It's probably not going to happen, let's be honest. The thought of the tunnels, and/or cosmo makes my skin crawl. Meh.

*shudder*

Leftover mexican food in the fridge! Gotta go.

I Know, I Know... You're Tired of Hearing About It.

I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying. I'm trying.

I don't know why I'm having such a hard time with this whole work thing. But I REALLY am trying. If I weren't, I would have quit already. (Oh... what an alluring idea)

I'm really, really trying...

I'm Going Out!

I am very excited about today's events. It's been a loooong time since I've had any legitimate plans. I guess Mother's Day I had plans. So nix that whole "no plans" statement. Oh! It's been an incredibly long time since I've done anything with my friends. That's better.

First of all, it's my day off. Thank the Gods! I'm thankful I have a job (tired of hearing me talk about this yet?) I really am; I'm just mentally exhausted. Employment takes a lot out of me and my psyche. Think think think. It's all I do. Think at work about what I'm doing, think about going to work when I'm at home. Blah!! Anywho, that is not the purpose of this blog entry...

As I was saying, it's my day off (thank the Gods again) and I have a nice little itinerary. I'm taking care of item number one as we speak: drink two cups of coffee. On work days (hiss) I try to only drink one, due to my marble sized bladder. Woah! TMI I know... But, today I'm drinking two full cups of coffee complete with Irish cream. (Relax! Not the fun kind.)

Next, as soon as Grandma gets home from "work" (oh... another story for another time) we're going to our local Nordstrom Rack for some shopping.

A. I know... I know... I'm going to work on my day off. Don't think the irony is lost on me.

B. I've been really good about not shopping there, even though I have a kick ass discount. I am really trying to be better with my moneys. Spending my moneys is my reward *cheesy grin*

So! After our little outing, I'll be returning home to ready myself of a night of culture, and I'm sure, thousands of laughs. Marcia, Lacie and I are going to the ballet! I'm so freaking excited!! I miss my girls so very, very much; and tonight is just what I need. Garrett is performing (as Cinderella's step sister, like I'm going to miss THAT) so there may be after the show festivities as well.

I know it doesn't sound like much. But, I'm pretty excited about my evening. I think I'll wear green eye shadow.